waking up for my first day of school

hopefully i know what im doing now.

this time i dont have charlene to pull me through, this time im all by myself.

and i dont know if thats a good thing.

friends will always be there but nothing like the wife to guide you through the shit.

but im up, awake, backpack ready, to go to the classes that i dont know where theyre at, at the school i dont know, with teachers whom dont care otherwise.

imma try to have fun again.

Today

Is august 1st. I seen my dad today, cus it’s his 56th birthday. Sorry it took so long to see you and a occasion as your birthday to do so. Today is also the first day I met met babe. Two years ago today. And today is the day she leaves. Today. A day I love. But I am not. I’m hurting. It pains me to say so. I don’t want you to leave, so I’m an ass. Today is supposed to be a beautiful day though. But it’s not. Going out of my mind with noone around to see this. Watch me blow up.